Just want you to be happy and don't feel lonely.

I just want you to be happy, and never feel lonely again. Because that is all i can do for you now. Hope that you are able to find your perfect one, i will give you all my blessings to know that you can find your love. I know i sound like a loser, very unlike the proud pipi you used to know, because i'm weak when it comes to love.

Everyday seems hard to pass, sometimes i wished its either time flies faster or they can turn back time for me. We are in reality, turning back time only works for movies. I will try my best not to cry, because i know you will not want me to be sad. I will try my best to support you in whatever you do, if you are willing to share with me..I look forward to finish this job, and you to finish your exams with a satisfied look in your face (ie you have done well and you are happy with what you wrote in your exams). I look forward for us to visit mama together, to watch movie together and have meals and chit chat together. Alot of things can still be done with a friend, if you can treat me like one. Right now, i feel i'm a stranger to you, someone u loathe seeing or detest being put together with.

Take good care. Anything can call me. i'm always free to chat.

Thanks, dear annie

Dear annie,

Thks for providing a listening ear to pipi. Although u did not really say much, but i'm just glad to have sum1 to talk to, to have company. I get ur point, it's my fault that this relationship turn out this way, i have no one to blame except myself. I understand this perfectly, i'll take the blame. I know u will not come to see this blog, but its ok, i'll just write to myself to thank u.